MTGfanatic

Oh...I should mention one thing.

One of the ways I have been keeping sane is by starting up a new hobby. Finally, after many years of thinking I should try this, I have taken the dive and have started playing MAGIC THE GATHERING. It is truly a fun game.

For those of you interested in Magic the Gathering and are in need of individual cards, you should check out www.mtgfanatic.com . I made a purchase through there and had a great experience and got my single cards quickly. Plus their prices are reasonable too (if you want booster decks or individual cards...they are great!!).

Plus, if you are at a loss of what kind of deck you should play or in a major losing streak ( like I am right now :-P ), you can look up and try decks other folks have constructed and rate them and see how others have rated them. Like the deck you see but are missing some of the singles, click on a link and there you have the card in your shopping cart. I am finding myself coming back here regularly and am even thinking of putting in my own deck to see how folks are rating it and get some advice on it. Heck, it even comes with some basic charts based off mana cost and color spread of the deck...a GREAT way to ensure you that you haven't put too much of a certain type of mana and then put too few lands to pay for it.

Anyway, check it out if you want to: www.mtgfanatic.com. Happy spell casting!! :-)

Do I still exist?

Hi. It has been a while since I have written here. It is amazing how time flies and how I have been unwilling to take the time to update this. But, whatever. Here I am now and here I be.

How am I?

All in all, very very good. I have stopped going to church for now because my OCD just wrecked havoc on me everytime I went to church. And not enough pastors talk about the love and acceptance of God (and maybe rightfully so...I am not passing judgement...but I am not at any point to be hearing "you should be doing [insert good work here]" messages at this point in my life). However, I pray and worship as my heart (and mind) allow. AND, I carry on. I will try to write more and give more details...but know, for now, that I am hanging in there just fine. My meds are keeping me "out of the darkness" of depression and despair. The voices in my head have come to a subtle whisper (and in fact, attack me through other ways which I won't get into now)...Praise God they are not screaming at me anymore. Take care.