Do I still exist?

Hi. It has been a while since I have written here. It is amazing how time flies and how I have been unwilling to take the time to update this. But, whatever. Here I am now and here I be.

How am I?

All in all, very very good. I have stopped going to church for now because my OCD just wrecked havoc on me everytime I went to church. And not enough pastors talk about the love and acceptance of God (and maybe rightfully so...I am not passing judgement...but I am not at any point to be hearing "you should be doing [insert good work here]" messages at this point in my life). However, I pray and worship as my heart (and mind) allow. AND, I carry on. I will try to write more and give more details...but know, for now, that I am hanging in there just fine. My meds are keeping me "out of the darkness" of depression and despair. The voices in my head have come to a subtle whisper (and in fact, attack me through other ways which I won't get into now)...Praise God they are not screaming at me anymore. Take care.